1. |
Muzzleloader
01:07
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(instrumental)
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2. |
Brain Fag
02:25
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This is only for one.
Take good of care the time I left with you. I'm not coming back for it. I'm scared of what I would do with it, and I'm terrified of giving you any more. Only now do I understand what we did. When I was enthralled, I neglected my life. Before I learned who I was, me bored me. There's no grudge anymore, and near no more time to spend on this.
I forgive you.
Good luck out there.
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3. |
A Night With The Abbess
04:02
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In my state
Barely miles away
He's a mom
Makes that happy song
Makes that lovey song
The mouth gives birth
and all his kids
are so pretty
Grind the happy song
Grind the lovey song
"Stay with me
I'm a mom
I'll make it better"
Drugging happy song
Drugging lovey song
Get well soon
I'll be home
this year
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4. |
Dormition
03:52
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Turn off the end days
It all went wrong, but I hope
It found you softer
And yet, the time comes
When you will have to trust me
What will you do then
Save me from my bed
Or I'll turn godly coward
And let us all down
Effort wont save us
Effort wont save me
Achlohria fit
Just humor for the gallows
in scared propulsion
Wide eyed dark panic
Laying and facing the wall
I've now come to fear
Save me from my bed
Or I'll turn godly coward
And let us all down
Effort wont save us
Effort wont save me
save me
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5. |
The World-Pulling Dream
03:56
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(instrumental)
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6. |
The Groundswell
01:22
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“Let's Go Deeper, Madame”
Two desperate underwater
One saw no one but them
One saw nothing but it
They both sank to the ground swell
Where you need to hunt to see
When no eyes could be felt
They put masks on to feel
Eyes wandered after the spell
What they saw just they can say
Maybe the light, maybe the self
But for “maybe”, they pushed away
One sank, one surfaced
One hit bottom, one washed away
Devastated by waves of
Themselves
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7. |
Freaking
02:32
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It all started on this chemo-ship
Crawl above to dump our lungs
Two separate shapes, April to April
What did you do with your decade
Feeling your weathering
It's just Macho Madness and Noble Savages
Wake up in Dejadez Museo
And I can't get out
Nothing open from second to tenth floors
How long have you been here?
Tell me about the shit that made you leave
But don't be sad if I can't deal
It all started on this chemo-ship
One by one we all took role
And then we started throwing the heads of fish at other ships
There's your fucking candy box
There's your fucking red roses
The 14th is out to get yours
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8. |
Umbral Pulse
02:41
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Above this fake tooth
Pulses a fluid sac
Lanced, it bleeds on
The only clothes I have
Any touch is trapped in there
Induce my favorites in bed
With all the practice
It's the not I notice
One of the last warts I have
looks like lips
God help me
I'm gonna give it a kiss
The house breathes beside me
Noided absence nights
with the club I cradle
instead of any of you
I only know I'm dreaming
If it's there's a way out
Dying may be scary
But death isn't anything
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9. |
Instrument
06:44
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Coal-fed engine
Pollutant fire
Strip-mine
Smoke blocks the sky
Synthesizer
Skinner Boxes
Strand us all
Fuck us up
Not candy
for profound dolts
Benign time's up
Surface now
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10. |
2012
04:05
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The truth is not stranger
The world is just smaller
Daily
my fat fingers
try disarming my bombs
The truth is not stranger
The world is just smaller
After
this reboot pleases
The world smells burned
Don't worry
So, so deeply
Fuck and sink
You've come to the wall
Do you sit down
or walk around
There are still mouths to feed
If all you go
is in the ground
The stakes were too low
So I made a plan
But it moves so slow
and you won't get in
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11. |
Shameosexual
03:54
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Ain't heart break like humans know
No you-void being left behind
More a fissure, love shaped
Like a chasm, there's space
A bigger heart that needs more
A bigger heart that needs more
Feed a hungry boy
A list of conquests
Filet a jealous boy
Reap no science
A bigger heart that needs more
A bigger heart that needs more
I leaned into it all
Then I began to stand
Pushing past one last slice
I've saved our time for the end
It's two years
for every year
I'm halfway
through the mourn
Relapse
is a synapse away
A bigger heart that needs more
A bigger heart that needs more
I'll just scream, shit and learn til I get bored
A bigger heart that needs more
A bigger heart that needs more
I'm shameosexual
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12. |
A Flying Love Song
06:24
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Remembered why I loved you
But I lost the paper
where I wrote it down
It was about the time we had
Relapse was a synapse away
then you leaned in
and named all the dying you knew
About the castles we had
Or sitting bored at the bar
As the only familiar face you saw
Yet I'm too jealous to talk
I could still feel jealous o'er you
I could still not miss the cold you
Feel sorry as you freaked out off stage
Spit at you over our dumb shit
And even though I wrote some foolish thing
I've come to know I was no way out
We're all blessed for him being that
Then turbulence hit the plane
So I wrote, but now I just have songs about me.
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2011-2014
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